我們之間的陌生

Abstract

獨自在異鄉的生活改變了我的人生， 醞釀於小小的物件， 小小的情感， 小小的恐懼。這些因素總和起來使我產生跳脫自我向外在世界凝視的興趣 ，然後成為萬物宇宙中的某個角色。我們都有著多重的使命。我的論文是以我在台灣異鄉的留學生活為基礎，以我在這遇到的人 我所居住的地方為靈感來源。我總是同時感受到相異與相同, 歸屬感跟疏離感， 冷漠與溫情， 他們如此不可分離， 令人困惑。雖然這就是萬物的法則。當我為我的論文作註解， 我刻意將論文分為三個角度審視我自己摸索， 成長進化， 然後繼續摸索。那些圖示都是我追尋自身生命層次的過程。沒有必然的解答， 卻有一生的時間去追尋， 去暸解我自己都不暸的陌生的自己。不管是為了這個世界還是為了我自己。

Being alone in a foreign place has changed my life; it got started with a single object, a single emotion, and a single fear. These combinations gave awareness to lookout for oneself and yet is a witness to view the world and be an actor in it to be a part of everything. We all have multiple tasks.My thesis is based on my life as a foreign student in Taiwan. The people I met and the places I moved about are the main source of ideas. I saw similarity and differences at the same time. I felt belonging and distant altogether. The warmth and the cold co- exist, unable to be separated, makes one confused. But this is how everything works. As I interpret my thesis, I have intended to give the thesis three dimensions of looking at myself. Searching, evolving and continue searching. The illustrations are the process of these dimensions in my life. There are no absolute answers but there is a life long time to keep on searching for an answer for the stranger hidden in me, whether for the world or for myself.